My life, unscripted

its a bit ridiculous that i am 19 years old and my mom wont let me touch the money my grandma is sending to all of her grandkids. my brothers who are WAY LESS MATURE than i am, and they knew about the money and are getting it because they cant keep their dicks in their pants. she didnt even tell me. kept it a secret from me. all this right after i have been told by my entire family that im just wasting money by signing up for the gym…sorry im trying to be healthy and not sit on my ass all day, and that i spend my money carelessly. oh, so buying a new shirt and a skirt for my internship was careless??? did i mention they were only ten dollars a piece? she claims the money is going to go towards me going to italy, which i told her im not going anymore and she got pissed. she is only pissed because i was her excuse for her going to italy with her friend. dont get me wrong, i love my mama to death. but lately my entire family is making me feel incompetent and like a waste. you would think my boyfriend would be solace from this, but he apparently thinks im wasting my money too. except he doesnt have a job right now because he is going to summer school next week from 10am to 930pm daily. so if we ever want to do anything, its usually me who has to buy it. im just so frustrated with everybody still calling me a child and treating me like a child! im not a fucking child!! do i have to go get knocked up to prove this?! im jesus christ. my brothers were seen as children and then they got their girlfriends pregnant and all of a sudden they are adults. so apparently i need to be pregnant to be accepted as an adult…but oh wait. thats not true at all is it? because i was told if i ever got pregnant accidentally then i would get absolutly NO HELP but you’ll my brothers and their girlfriends? they say its because im the more mature one, the independant one….SO FUCKING LET ME BE THAT AND STOP TREATING ME LIKE A CHILD!!!!

Anonymous asked: I hope you are happy.

ya know what? yea i am happy. i have people in my life who won’t just stop talking to me when they move out when i did try to talk to them. i have real friends who care about me. not ones who go behind my back calling me a bitch. 

cannot wait to get out of this city. this year has been utter bullshit with the things i’ve put up with and i cannot wait to put it all behind me. 

melzorz:

lalunetropbleme:

melzorz:

WHICH ONE OF YOU TEXTED AJ

DON’T

LIE

TO

MEEEEEE

I LOL’D

IT WAS RACHEL

AAAAAAAAAGH

KELSIE YOU SOLD ME OUT DAMNIT!!!